Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Trying not to fall into the dark hole of instability but not sure how long we can hold on...

I haven't had much time to write....I've been super busy with life--work, appointments, homework, lessons, work, appointments, homework, lessons and so on.....you get the picture.

Very condensed version. The past few months have progressively gotten more difficult. We had an amazing trip to Florida where 'A' had her first plane ride, met her new grandparents, and visited Disney. She did amazingly well!!! There is some correlation between her instability and her father--she speaks of how she hates him frequently everyday(I know that she loves him) but he is really making her world difficult. Last night was her first tantrum/meltdown/rage--or whatever you want to call it. She complained of her head and ears hurting afterwards. Today, she was manic...doing bizarre things like locking herself in the closet, making strange noises, laughing uncontrollably, eating ravenously and just going a mile a minute. Please send positive thoughts her way because I'm unsure of where to go from here.

More to come later--visitors tomorrow and I have a messy house.

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